The movie, a Clockwork Orange inspired me immensely as an impressionable 18 year old trouble maker looking for a reason to become what i am today.  I was a very sheltered child.  I simply didn’t know this sort of cinema existed.  I remember my mom covering my eyes during the love scene in “the Lost Boys” and all they did was kiss.  My first girlfriend was five years older than me and she did a bit of corrupting.  I was a willing participant mind you.  But that movie changed my life.  It was like a whole new world.  Now i tend to think that direct homages are a bit tacky.  Yeah, i could get the one eyelash thingy, and a cod piece, and whatnot … but i’d rather shoot something that only gives the viewer a hint at my motives.  For those familiar with the film, you’ll notice a certain similarity to the hair style and color, along with of course, the color orange, not to mention the black room, giving us a hint of the korova milk bar.  Btw, none of this was planned in advance.  The model showed up with this outfit, the makeup artist did her hair like this without forethought.  Its pretty amazing how things work together if you let it happen on its own.

id like to take a moment to speak about a present a received from my lovely helen. she got me the gift of joy, literally. a little computer theyre calling a netbook these days whose name so happens to be Joy. shes got a little 8 inch screen, a tiny keyboard that causes me to make typos while writing blog posts, and mostly shes just so tiny that i can take her anywhere i go with zero hassle. windows xp, a built in webcam for sexy type chats with helen while shes on her macbook sitting next to me. wirelessness. 160 gigs hard drive for my massive porn collection. she even went out of her way to get me the slick black one thats seriously hard to find.

joy’s in bed with me now in fact. if helen’s in bed with us too, doesnt that technically count as a threesome?